3. do you miss anyone?

my best friend as soon as he leaves in three minutes?

no not particularly? i miss my grandmother who died recently. there’s a lot i wish i could have said to her, but i didn’t have the chance to. 

not my vaping ex boyfriend thats for sure y i k e s

53. 5 things that make me happy

1. tea!! i love!! tea!!!

2. snow!!! i love how nice and pretty it is and how the world seems to go silent for a minute and the world is beautiful and the air is so crisp and lovely and your breath comes out in a cloud like a fantasy dragon!

3. drawing! i love sitting down at my desk and just getting lost in all the brush strokes and colors. the way my vision comes to life before me.

4. music playlists. i have a playlist for everything. i have one for when im angry, one for when im anxious, one for breakups and ones for good days. i just dance around my kitchen and pretend all eyes are on me and all the people i want to be in the audience are. whether that be a crush im confessing my feelings to in a 20′s jazz solo piece or if im saying fuck you to someone i dislike in a rock piece.

5. my real ones. my friends who know it all, seen it all and feel for me. they know who they are and they are deserving of the title.